Reason why..

Sometimes I feel that, im the most stupidest person..to make sacrifices but knowing the fact that the other party wont do the same like you do..maybe she did make sacrifices in her own ways but i wasnt able to see it..maybe i am blinded myself too concerntrate on making the relationship better n keep on improving it that i failed to look upon the other angle..but seriously i cant look upon the girl im with close with another guy who has feelings for her.. Maybe like the person whom i trusted the most said "maybe she is too young for you n yet wanna know other men before she settles down" coz for me once i have that someone i dare to make myself lose contact with friends of the opposite sex.. If i could why couldnt she do the same?

This are things about me that would still remain n always be..maybe to some people view it as a discourage ways but this to me makes feel much much secure..

I do this for you, n i hope you do the same for me too.. Coz i dont want my partner to have that thought of unsecured about me mingle with the opposite sex, especially the one who has got feelings for me..