This is the most heartache reply amongs all from her. Which just destroys the love i had with her..When she replied me this..all i could think was "God..where was the gal i cared for? Where was the gal that look for me everytime night and day..where was the girl that says "when she look at the clouds it reminds her of me.." I drop hard on this reply of hers..really am..you can literally feel it.
Well i did say to her i hated her n regretted knowing her..due to the fact she protects too much of him.. I mean she told me before that he is too emotional n all.. But when his bestfriend died everything just changes..
I tried to be nice to him thinking that linda would just forget about him..but its the other way around, the more she wants to be around him..
Darn...
One thing for sure..even i told her not too much hopes in us..telling the truth not much or less..i did put hopes too..
When you're angry, you intend to say things which you dont meant, but on the other hand.. Things that you say n ur actions.. Plays a bigger role n thats could make someone anger comes in..
Someday..linda..you may not know how hurtful i am..to be in this state where you want to be with this particular person, but your parents dont agree, n at the same time that someone you hope so high..never did limited her feelings n still wanna be friends with d enemy..n now being bestfriends..
You would never know.. Till it hit on you..where someone else do it on to you..where that man you hope..never limited his boundaries..n still contact with d enemy..n claiming they are at the bestfriend stage..where else you just having him on your mind.
How would you feel?
Someday you will know lin..someday you will know..
