Now you know.

Hey..alright said and done things are over. Me and my girlfriend are nomore together ITS OFFICIAL BABY! You probably think that i sounded happy, hah actually its a mix feeling i tell you that. Why me saying that? Okay reason being coz you didnt really expected it to end seriously. So yea to say im surprised to how it ended not totally surprise but as in form of how it ended, letting go of a relationship n another person whom i called "the takeover" already there just waiting for the right time thats what i meant. As for her d exgf. She not much diff when i first had her as my gf anyways..i dare to say i took my chances when she was having a rocky relationship, so now the same thing happen hahahah!! Karma to me? I dont even called it karma. Coz i know somehow it will happen, thats the reason why i dont trust much on my partner.. Coz you bound to fall for someone. Its a lie if i say i dont love her, i do coz to know her when she was nothing to someone wearing hijab n all, let her be part of my family thinkin she was ready..but things just took the wrong turn i think oh yea! The one i hate about excuses is telling me you wanna study n all till you hit 25 den settle down but look at it now wheres the promise? How come there's feelings involve? Explain that.anyway. i admit i myself had a downside to the relationship I scolded her.. Call her names such stupid n all i admit i did coz its just seems unatural of her when ppl seek for your point of view you cant seem to say anything thats jus kills me off n there are other things that comes along with it..you gotta talk honey, if you aint how are you gonna mend your relationship? You keep things to yourself, not happy about certain issues then when you start mingle wit other people, one nice guy comes to the picture, be nice to you.. N WALA!! Hearts ran off to d new guy see! It never did settle, n you probably gonna stick to this routine over n over again.. Dont say this guy is gonna be your last coz you said the same thing to me.. coz God would test you again..cmon.. Its something new! Everything is new. Of course we try to look our best to it our presense must be tip top
condition, but in the long run.. It probably ended up the same..
Shessh..Its like a toy honey..Giving your fullest attention to it coz its NEW! Hah! Guess its a good setup for meself to see if she could be faithful to me if i was still with her n if i was away..plus the whole idea of "my parents cant accept you back dont step here anymore" Its cruel I know...n it cause our relationship to go..at least i got my answer:) abt my parents..now they really dont want to accept you since i show them the pic of you n him being so close..dwn at the bazaar. but there you are being all high nose telling me to move on, when the wake up call suppose to be you dear.. Dissapointment, lost of respect..its fine by me..coz the person you say all this is the one that brings you here today..instead lost at sea. Ni la org ckp tak tahu kenang budi, dapat yang baru ngade2.. Oh well I can go all out to test someone trust. Really. If so happen someone want to test me with trust go ahead. To tell you d truth i dont blame d guy for liking you, coz thats what guys do best being sweet to you..trying capture your heart, even when you with someone but you, always fail to that..thats dissapointing seriously. The one who should know to seperate feelings is you(the girl) if you really love someone no matter how hard the fall is you still with that someone. Oh well hate me all you want, im the bad guy.. Coz no matter if the guy is right still ends up wrong..oh well..someday when you know that someone well enough n its not to your liking..even he is 24/7 with you all the time.. You will remember me, not bcoz im being stuck up coz noone love you or make
love to you like i did. Anybody else, its gonna be a pain to you. Or worst still they already had it with you den they leave you..i myself learned some lessons to it..so i wont do it again on my next relationship...take care to you n him.. All the best to d both of us.