Why Mom why do you have to say it...

Hey, Mom did a deco for a client of her's which is an engagement deco for certain traditional malay engagement. Anyway while she was preparing it and I was busy eating my breakfast..while mom was touching a little bit of the deco, she said this infront of Dad and me, "I still remember when i was doing this up till morning just for your engagement..but look where it all now...all gone." she said it with her calm voice, but what can I do but just keeping it to myself. What I could say is..its not me who wanted to cancel the engagement but "SHE" does..she left with such a black mark inside of me..up till today its hard for me forgive but what can I say and that's also the reason why I dont give my all in a new relationship, for myself I do not want history to repeat itself yea..... One thing for sure, the pain n black mark that she gave me will get to her sooner or later..for sure.